first and foremost, my site IS back up, and it should be good to go for 5 years

big thanks to @Gimmick here and espen on stack overflow for helping me but my game base is finally done. I used twine to make the v1 of it, it did ok for the prototype but it didn't fit the category of "only one button, no mouse" so i made a little 'engine' that allows me to do just that. now the issue is that, i have to add all the pages, and all the little detail by hand ...only 183 pages. luckily, twine has a proofreading copy that list out all the pages but its going to be beyond tedious so i might not finish it for a while. especially because of 2 things

1) things haven't been going well and im not in a very good place mentally. my motivation is about non-excitant and im lucky to even get out of bed.

2) i haven't had a day off in 13 days. i technically had A day off but i had to do so much that i was just as tired as if it was a work day. i wont have the change to have one for another 3 days. basically, work has just been killing me and i think it will be the death of me. if i dont make a new post in a week, then you'll know why

one thing going for me is that making stuff distracts me from things but my attention span has been decreasing

i have some other artwork unfinished, might work on those at some point

I'm thinking of seeing a psychiatrist, but then again, not everything can be solved by a pill, or at least solved in a positive way. i think most of my issues require more than a pill.

im working really hard like people always told me to, but now im always tired and sad, looking for ways to cope. i was really hoping things would have gotten better.feel like im between a rock and a hard place

i always hear people tell me "just hold on, it gets better" or stuff like that, honestly, my arm is getting pretty tired from holding on.

I also wrote some short-sih stories if you haven't checked them out, they're in my wattpad, linked in my profile, read them, dont, idc

any(many)ways ,i'll update ya'll ig