what a month it has been, I've been staying busy with work and other stuff, i haven't had much time to do stuff i want but i've been trying

i now have a couple videos in the making but i have one main issue, i HATE editing, I'm really hoping to finish editing one video this weekend when i have time bc im really excited with how it will turn out. i have 2 video ideas that i really want to make. i have the script for one, i just need to record and edit it. the other one was going to be easy but it turns out that i need to learn how to use lambda and other nerd shiz that quite frankly flies over my head but i really hope to finish it .

the only real literature work I remember writing on october is the mufifn man . i re-read it and it's still as funny as i remember it. right now, im working on polishing my stories to participate in the NG anthology so that i can finally get my work published. it's been tough to re-read it bc i skip over some errors bc my brain just corrects them automatically. i do have a couple beta readers helping me which is greatly appreciated.

im planning on moving out soon, pretty excited for that.

ive also been getting into crocheting/ yarn work again recently. i used to do a lot last year around summer-fall, i still got it and i decided to make something meme like

I'm still pretty tired constantly, and i still im not a big fan of waking up in the mornings, im trying to change that but it's tiring. everyday constantly feels very long and mind numbing, it feels like im living in the opposite of dog years...cat years?. 1 day feels like it's as tiring as 7 and i keep doing it day after day, week after week, gets really tiring ngl.

any(many)ways, i hope i can continue to make stuff and hopefully one day i won't feel like this....as much